Why i loved you so much...?

You were my heart...
You were my soul..
You are the one I loved the most....
My days were wonderful
When i talked to you
My dreams were scary
When i fought with you
When i saw you first..
Felt like i should be in your life
When i was with you
Felt like i should make you smile
When i walked with you
Felt like i alwayz wanted to be your stone of mile
I was in love with you...

But i know you never loved me..
I know i was your need...
I am just your doll
Which you cant share it with all
But this doll has heart...
Which u broke up without any cost...
I shut my mouth my eyes for us
But every sky has limit which is lost
I accepted that i made a mistake
but god is in me...
I am not the God..
But you never forgive me
even i did it many times
I always maintain the dignity of a relationship
But you never trust me
Your Ego was more important not me...
I was with you in your sad....
But i was alone when i am dipressed
I leave all the things in my life just coz of you
But you said gudbye and thank you
This time i will take the decision
It was easy for u to leave me
I alwayz thought about you
Now i will think about me...
Its high time to realised that
You only love yourself...
From now so do i
You will be more happy apart from me..
but i still love you....
That is because you are in me....

WHAT IS LOVE ?

Pyar kya hai....?ye ek sawal hai jo shayad hi aaj tak koi samjh paya hai ya shabdon mei bata paya hai....har ehsaas chahe wo dard ho,gussa ho,khushi ho hum kitni asani se samjha patey inhe..par jab pyar ki baat aati hai to kyun har kisi ka zawab alag hota hai......




Pyar to hum har us inssan se kartey hain jo humare liye zara sa bhi mayne rakhta hai...fir kyun ek us alag insaan ki zarurat hoti hai jissai hum apne dil ki har baat keh sake...jab puri duniya humarey khilaf ho to koi kahin aisa ho jo humarey sath khada ho...jab duniya ki bhag daud mein sharir thakne lagey to koi pyar se humey sehlay...mujhse pehley meri har baat samajh jaye...duniya na sahi par wo mujhpar pura bharosa karey...kya aise ek inssan se hume wo pyar hota hai... ?

Agar haan to kya ye pyar sirf ek baar hota hai...?kya kisi ki taraf khichna pyar hota hai..? Nahi...mujhe to aisa nahi lagta...pyar koi waqt mein bandha hua nahi hai jo sirf ek baar hi ho ya 100 baar...ye bus ho jata hai....tum kabhi pyar ke baaren mei faisla nahi suna saktey ki ek baar hua dubara nahi hoga....or kai wajah hoti hai iski...kai baar insaan ko pyar hota hai..par shayad wo sahi sathi nahi chun pata..or rishta kuch waqt ke baad toot jata hai....

pyar har kisi ke zindgi mei likha hai...isliye jab tak ussai wo sacha sathi nahi mil jata wo upar wala ussai is ehsaas ke khel se nikalne nahi deta........kisi ki taraf khichna us pyar ki taraf chota sa kadam hota hai..or jab tum us insaan ko janne lagtey ho to tumhe pyar hone lagta hai.....

par pyar sirf ek ehsaas se bana hua nahi hai..ek dusre ko samjhna..izzat karna..bharosa karna is pyar ke aise pillar hai jo ussai mazboot banaye rakhtey hai..werna chhat girne mei waqt nahi lagta..............Pyar ko bandh ke nahi rakha ja sakta werna dum ghutne lagta hai isme....pyar kabhi kisi ka bura karna nahi sikhata ..jab pyar hota hai to insaan har us chiz se pyaar karta hai jo uske pyar ke beech ya sath hai....par Agar pyar karo to khul kar karo...par agar kisi mod par us pyar mei dum ghutne lagey to wahan se bahar nikal jao...kyunki zabardasti koi kisi se pyar nahi kar sakta or na hi kisi ka ban sakta hai....

Pyar ko samjhne se acha hai issai mehsoos karo or bus pyar karo..galat sahi kuch nahi hota....pyar pyar hota hai..or iska ehsaas jab tak hai ye bahot acha lagta hai....

Happy to find him.

Meri zindgi ke naye safar me mein ek inssan se mili...wo bahot alag tha sabse....sabki tarah ussai chotti chotii baton par rona nahi aata...wo zindgi ko bojh nahi tohfa manta hai...wo har pareshani ko haske sehna janta hai....dikhne mei bahot mazboot hai wo..andar se utna hi naram...apne ehssaas ko chupata hai sabse...ussai ek anjana dar rehta hai....dikhata to hai ki kitna khush hai wo or kitni himmat se apni zindgi jeeta hai....par phir bhi sotey waqt humesha akela hi mehsoos kerta hai....

wo bahot samjhdar hai par bache ki tarah pyara or pagal bhi hai...mein usai khadus bulati hun.....par sachi wo bilkul bhi khadus nahi hai....bus ussai pareshan karna acha lagta hai...bhagvan ko bahot manta hai..apne oldies se pyar bahot karta hai...sach kahun to wo sabse hi pyar karta hai...lagta hai jaise wo kahin se pyar ki goliyan khaker aata hai....

mein apni zindgi mei kai logon se mili hun..sab mei kuch achai to kuch kamiyan zarur thi...par jab mei is se mili to laga kya sach mei itna pyara itna acha inssan hai is duniya mei....usme kuch burai nahi....koi buri adat nahi.....usne apni zindgi mei bht kuch dekha hai....har mushkil faisla liya hai..uske bavjood wo inssan toota nahi..or na hi kisi ka bura kiya...uske sath bura hone ke bavjood wo sabka acha hi karta hai.....uska bus chaley to wo kisi ka bura na hone de.....

Aaj mujhe samjh nahi aaya ki mei kis baaren mei likhun....par aj man kiya ki us insaan ke baaren mei likhun jisne meri zindgi mei apni ek mazboot jagah banai hai apni achaiyon ki wajah se....wo itne ache hain ki mujhe pure shabd nahi mil rahe unko bayan karne ke liye....kash mei ye mein ussai bata pati ki tum bahot ache ho..tumhari jo burai karta hai wo sirf isliye kyunki tumhara samna karne ki unme himmat nahi....werna sach to wo bhi jantey ki tum kya ho...tumhari izzat karti hun bahot....meiz zyada nahi likhna chahti werna wo chane ke jhad par chad jayega......bus mujhe yakin nahi hota ki wo inssan meri zindgi mei hai...uske sath sab acha lagta hai...uljhane suljh jati hai..faisla lena asan ho jata hai.... or mei chahti hun wo humesha mere sath rahe......

Love Urself...

What it means to love yourself. Self love is not about being arrogant, selfish, self-centered or egotistical. It is not about comparing yourself to others to determine if you are good enough. It is not about always putting yourself first. It is not about always getting your way. It is not about always winning...

To love yourself is to love ur existence. It is to accept yourself as you are ... It is about knowing your values and your boundaries and proud respect them. It is about teaching others how to treat you by showing them how you treat yourself. It is about being kind to yourself. It is about looking after your mind, your body and your spirit . It is about knowing you are worth it, not because of what you have achieved or what you look like or what others think of you, but because love is your birth right no matter what.

you cannot give something that you do not possess yet so many people desperately love others without having or giving love to themselves.... It is little wonder that in time their reserves of love are exhausted and their relationships falter..To give love you must first have love. To have love, love yourself......Only then will you be able to truly love others for the pure joy of loving them........................

One of my freind said that if you cannot love yourself you cannot love others...If you cannot make yourself happy how can you make others happy..........and he is right.....A big man said first you love yourself lady...you are more important to yourself...to love yourself doest mean of being selfish.....

Loving yourself is a win-win for all. It provides you an inner happiness, confidence and peace of mind ....It enables you to make right choices and the best decisions in all areas of your life from your personnal relationships to your professionals....

So First you love yourself...world will love you..and you can proud to be yourself.........

Love or Destiny

Is duniya mei har tarah ke log hain..par sab se mil pana asan nahi hota....par kismat ek aisi chiz hai jo har chiz ko tod sakti hai..or do alag alag insaan ko ek jagah lakar milwa sakti hai.......Kitna ajjeb hota hai na do inssan jo ek dusre se kabhi nahi miley or shayad kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga ki wo milenge...aakhir kar ek din miltey hai...bahot ache dost bhi ban jatey hai..jabki ho sakta hai kuch pal pehley wo inssan uske pass se hi guzra ho or usne dhyan bhi na diya ho or aaj wo sath hai....hum kisi ki taraf apne aap khichtey chaley jate hai bina ye jane ki akhir aisa kyun ho raha hai...kyun uski har baat achi lagti hai..kyun uska sath acha lagta hai....tab lagta hai ki kismat shayad hume milana chahti thi....or hum khush hotey hai ki humari kismat kitni achi hai ki wo jisse hum chahtey hai humarey sath hai..........

phir ek din sab alag sa ho jata hai..........jis inssan ko humne chaha itna samjha....kismat ka taufa mana...ek dum badal hua nazar aata hai...kya ye bhi kismat ka hi koi khel hai ki wo pehley hume milaye wo sare sapne dikhaye jisse badhkar kuch nahi lagta ..or jab hum un sapno mei kho jaye to wo ek din aisa sach dikhaye ki hume ye bhi yakin na ho ki kya ye mein hun,,,ye meri zindgi hai ye wo hi inssan hai jo mere liye sab kuch tha....or sab bikhar jata hai....agar kismat ko hume us inssaan se dur hi karna hota hai jisse hum ab apna man chukey hai to milati kyun hai....

Jab tak hum in sab chizon se ladh rahey hotey hai ki mere sath hi aisa kyun....achanak fir koi anjan zindgi mei aata hai...or fir wahi sab hone lagta hai or hum kehtey hai ki chalo ek or muka detey hai kismat ko shayad is baar wo daga na kare.....phir bhi din ke akhri mei ek hi sawal reh jata hai ki kya sach mei kismat hoti hai......Agar han to kya wo sab kuch khud tey karti hai ki humare liye kon hai is duniya mei or kon nahi..kya hum sach much kismat ke hathon ki kathputli hai..ya fir ristey banna bigadna humari samjh ke upar hai..........kher ye sawal kabhi kuch to kabhi kuch lagtey hai...issai samjhne se acha hai jo aaraha hai zindgi mei ussai ane do..or jana chahta hai ussai jane do.....akhri mei wohi milta hai jiske hum hakdar hai.............