Saturday, April 18, 2009

You dnt deserve Pain


zindgi kitni ajeeb hoti hai na...kabhi samjh hi nahi aati...aisa lagta hai ek bhoolbhulaiya mei fas gaye hain hum...jahan se rasta nazar nahi aa raha hai...bus ek mazil ki talash mei hum chaltey rehtey hai chaltey rehtey hai or tab tak chaltey hai jab tak hum thak nahi jatey....rastey ki is khoj mein hum kai morh par ruktey hain..kai logon se miltey hai...kuch thode waqt tak sath nibhata hai to koi beech rastey mei hi chorh jata hai....kabhi jissey us morh pe pyar ho jata hao wo aisa daga deta hai ki lagta hai aagey kuch nahi hai...aagey chalne ka man nahi karta...lagta hai ki kyun hua mere sath ye...kya bura kiya meine bus kisi humsafar par bharosa kiya...sirf sath chalne ko hi to kaha tha...phir kyun beech rastey mei wo mujhe loot kar chala gaya.....
Or Kabhi jissai humne thode waqt ka sath samjha tha..wo purai safar humare sath rehta hai..pura rasta har takleefon ke sath humare sath sehta hai...par kabhi samjh nahi aata ki kyun....Zindgi itni ulti sidhi kyun hai...kyun asani se nahi kat sakti...kyun ussai pyar karati hai jo humara nahi ho sakta...kyun ussi se milwati hai jo sirf humarey hissai mei dard chorh gaya...
Kyun uske sath aisa hua...uski galti kya thi..ki usne kisi se bht pyar kiya..itna ki shayad mein bhi sapne mei soch paun...to fir ussai wo pyar kyun nahi mila jiska wo hakdar hai....sirf pyar karne wala..jis se wo pyar karta hai uski har choti badi chizo ko apna samjhne wala..us inssan se judi har chiz se pyar karne wala..akhir aisi kon si galti kar gaya..ki usai wo dard mila jo ussai nahi milna chaiye tha...
Kya pyar ussai karna chaiye jo aapse pyar kare...par aisa nahi hota...werna shayad wo ladki bhi inse pyar kerti...kyunki pyar mei aisa kuch nahi jo isne na kiya ho..to kahin yehi to galti nahi hogayi issai...ki isne itna pyar kar liya ki wo dusro ke pyar ko bhool gaya...wo kisi ek inssan se itna pyar kar baitha ki baki duniya mei jo ussai pyar kartey hai wo unhe bhool gaya...pyar mei usne koi bhi galti ki ho..par uska maksad galat nahi tha..usne jissai pyar kiya uska sath dene ka faisla kiya...or uski issi sachai ki wajah se usne jo kuch bhi khoya tha..wo uske pass laut aaya...kyunki aaj wo us inssan se door hai jis se wo pyar karta tha...par har wo shaks jo ussai pyar karety hai wo ussai chorh kar kahin nahi ja saktey kyunki wo us se bahot pyar kartey hai...or wo inssan hai hi itna pyara ki ussai deserve har koi nahi kar sakta...isliye mujhe yakin hai us sache insaan ko koi sacha hi pa sakta hai...or ussai utna pyar zarur milega jitna uske dil mei hai.....



ussai koi itna dard kaise pahuncha sakta hai...us inssan ki itni himmat hui bhi kaise ki wo issai dard pahunchaye...kya ek baar bhi ussai ye khayal nahi aaya..ki yehi wo insaan hai jo jab bhi wo roti hai uske sath iske bhi aansu behtey hai..uski ek hasi ke liye ye kuch bhi kar sakta hai..uski chaht iske liye hukum hota hai..usne apna sab kuch chorh diya kyun wo pyar karta hai ussai....jab mei nahi dekh sakti issai pareshan iski ankhon mei ansun iske dard ko..to us se to ye pyar karta tha.. kya kya nahi kiya uske liye..to kya ussai zara si bhi takleef nahi hui aisa kartey waqt....iske dard ko dekh mere ankhon mei ansun aagaye..to kya uska dil nahi roya jab usne issai chot pahunchayi...wo kaise kar saktin hai aisa......kher..........................


Kehtey hai na jo duro ko bura nahi karta uska wo upar wala kabhi bura nahi karta..mujhe bharosa hai ki wo bhi khush rahega ek din bahot khush...tumhai strong banney ki zarurat nahi hai kyunki tum ho strong werna itna sab kuch sehne ke baad tum aaj tak achaiyan nahi kar rahe hotey...itna sab kuch ho jane ke baad bhi tumne kuch galat nahi kiya...is se pata chalta hai ki tum mei kitni himmat hai...apne baaren mei kabhi ye mat sochna ki mei kitna acha to karta hun fir kyun log mujhe samjh nahi patey....koi zarurat nahi hai kisi ko samjhane ki..is duniya mei aisa koi bacha hi nahi jo apne siwa kisi or ko samjhe tumhari tarah har koi nahi hota...tum bahot alag ho...sahi waqt pe tumne sahi faisla liya tha or mujhe pura bharosa hai tum par tum sahi faisla hi loge humesha...or mei humesha tumharey sath hun tumhare har faisley mei..kyunki kisi ko ho na ho mujhe tum par pura bharosa hai...tum kuch galat nahi kar saktey...tumne bhale hi kuch galtiyan ki ho ...par tumne pyar kiya tha...or pyar mei kuch sahi ya galat nahi hota...tumhe har chizon ka ehsaas hua...or us se bada kuch nahi...humesha khush raho tum...kyunki tum ussi ke hakdar ho....Zindgi mei ussai humsafar banao jo tumse bhi pyar karta ho...kahin aisa na ho ki zindgi ke safar mei sirf tum hi pyar kartey reh jao....

3 comments:

  1. To ye Mr Kshitij k liye hi hoga 100 %.

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  2. Like That main nain sara parha ... Bohat dukh aur dard is main hai aur i hope soo aapp ko woh b pyar karey ga jis sey aap ko hai . aur har ek ko uska pyar miley jise sey woh karta hoo .. i am my self victim like u ...

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  3. aap ne apni lyf me bhut kuch saha hai kehte hai god jisko bhut pyar krte hai na unke utne hi exam hote hai aap samjh lena aap ka examm tym tha jo beet gaya ab sab acha hoga aap ko itna pyar krne wali milegi ki aap sab bhul jaoge bs ek request hai aap hamesha smile kro ki dard bhi aap se sharmane lage plzzzzzzzzzzz do that....... rajni

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