Missing You

Hey sweetheart Missing you badly
I Know you are with me but still i do so
I dont know why
We are having this relationship from the last 4 years
In our relationship we walked on every stone
Sumtimes i felt you dont love me
Sumtimes u thought i dont
But we both know we cant live without each other
Still we have some fear

Why..Why you haven't commit

That you alwayz wantz to be with me

Why you alwayz make me to feel that you were using me

And now you are saying u love me like a mad

Now you are saying you want to be my life partner

Sorry but after that m not feeling glad

We both made mistakes

We both created the gaps

Now we can't be together as a life partner

But still after all this we are lover

I alwayz waited for you

Dont wanna lie i still do so

But now the time has gone we cant look back

I know you do love me alot

Even me too do so

But we will still get out of this mess

i just wanna hear your Yes

You will never hav to feel alone

Whtever we do in life

Still for each other we feel strong

Media- Different Or Same..?

Rumours har jagah hotey hai...har jagah log dusron ke baaren mei gossip kartey hain...meine ek bussiness office mein bhi kam kiya hai or media world mei abhi hun...jab mein marketing work mei thi to humarey office mei koi kisi se zyada baat karta to log unke baaren mei rumours udane lagtey ki unke beech affair hai etc etc....to mujhe lagta yaar kitne choti soch ke log hai..inhe shayad baki rishtey jo is duniya mei hain unke baaren mein nahi pata...mujhe lagta ki chalo koi baat nahi...

Jab mei media mei aayi..to mujhe laga media ek aisi duniya jahan soch ko azadi hai..logon ko azadi hai..wahan logo ki soch alag hoti hai...haan bahar zarur suna tha ki media ladkiyon ke liye theek nahi...lekin laga ki ye sirf bollywood serials tak ki baat hai..news channel ek repo rakhta hai..duniya ke samne iska ek standard hai..news media ek aisa mazboot hissa hai samaj ko jo uski achai burai ko uthata hai..jo har roz khabro ko dikata hai..kisi ladki ke sath kisi ne chedchad ki to media ussai tab tak dikhata hai jab tak khabar ka asar na ho jaye...ye meri soch thi jab tak mei is news media se door thi..par jab iska hissa bani to pata chala ye wo nahi jo dikhta hai..iski achaiyan hai bahot hai par iski buraiyan ussai battar hai...

jab mujhe kuch din hue is media world mei to laga ye dinya jhoot,jelousy,conservative soch ke sath bani hai....yahan par bhi log dusron ke baaren mei galat baaten kartey hai..i mean jitna meine bahar suna ussai zyada hai yahan...log sabse pyar se baat kartey hai or peeth piche unhi ki buraiyan or unhe kisi bhi tarah neecha dikhane ki koshish kartey hai..jo zyada powerful hai wo apne se nichon ka exploitation karne se peeche nahi hut tey...seniority ka fayada utha kar ladkiyon se aise joke kartey hai ki jo shayad unhe pasand nahi aarahe par wo kuch keh nahi sakti...aagey badhne ke liye itni chamchagiri chaplusi..apne kam par shayad bharosa nahi...yahan to agar raat ki shift lag jaye kisi ladki ki to kuch samay baad uske baaren mei aise rumours udtey hain ki man karta hai ki..............

ladkiyon ko isliye rakha jata hai kyunki unki face value hai ya wo ek ladki hai jissai bakiyon ka kam karne mei dil laga rehta..my foot......ye special show ladka karega ladki nahi kyunki wo nahi kar sakti.....media samaj duniya ka iasa hissa mana jata hai jo jagrook hai..par kahan usi purani soch male domination inhi ke sath ye media bhi chalta hai..koi ladki aagey badi to kehtey hai paka koi mehraban hua hai..kyun kya ladkiyon ke paas talent nahi kya unki soch itni sahi ye aagey nahi ki wo is media world ka hissa ban sakey ya issai chala sakey...bahot hi choti soch hai yahan ke logon ki isme ladke ladkiyan dono shamil hai...kisi ek ki galti nahi dono zimmedar hai....

Par wahin isme kuch ache log hai..jo kam or logo ke kabliyat par dhyan dekar unhe responsibilty dete hain..na ki ye soch kar wo ladka hai ya ladki...shayad iski wajah se aaj bhi paisa kamane apni masti karne ke alawa yahan journalism or sach zinda hai...jiski wajah se log aaj bhi news media ko samaj ka ek acha hissa bhi mantey hai....or shayad dheerey dheery ye sudhar ki taraf hai shyad isliye ladkiyon ki jagah bhi is media mei banti ja rahi hai....

Heart Or Mind....?

Heart and Mind both are the precious part of the human body....human cannot live without them....Mind Help human to do action and heart stop him to become a machine..beacuse machine can have mind but it cannot have the soul or the heart....Mind and heart both are equally takes part in human life...A human can lead or win the world with the help of both but in the absence of anyone he cannot do anything more successfully..... I met lotz of people in my journey...I dont know why but i met only those people who were very practicle....ya they have and had heart but they believe what their mind says....people who only listen to their heart are very few on this

world...Atleast i never met anyone... I want to know that whom i have to believe..to my heart or my mind....i dont know how can we use both..beacuse they alwayz work in an opposite direction...they are poles apart.......I alwayz listen to my heart...I alwayz do what ever i want to do...My heart never allow me to hurt anyone...I heard sumwhere 'who listen to their heart are the most happiest person in this world'...but is that true...If yes then why i m feeling bad...Why i m thinking that i am the most dumbest creature in this world..why i trust people so easily .. why and how they hurt me......

What is right and what is wrong in this world...Is there any kind of guidline book present on this earth....If yes I seriously need that....

Mind or heart... to whom should we listen........?May be mind is everything...mind is the master of everybody part...heart is just a stupid bloody tissue...............it can only circulate the blood nuthing else.......So there no feeling no emotions no heart is present..itz just a cemical locha....

So just listen to mind beacuse it will save you humesha.. it is the most selfish master who only think about their slave and we are slaves of our mind....... Mind make you alone coz u cannot love anyone if you listen to ur mind..but atleast u will never find yourself in pain....So enjoy your lonliness..be alone and enjoy

love or oblige....?

Insaan apni zindgi mei kai rishtey banata hai...jo rihtey banata hai ussai nibhata bhi hai...wo pyar karta hai...bahot pyar karta hai...us ristey or pyar ke liye wo sab kuch karta hai jo samne wale insaan ko khushi de....
Par hum aisa kartey kyun hai..?Hum kyun kisi ke khushi ke baaren mei soch ker wo har chiz kartey hai jo ussai pasand aaye chahey wo sahi ho ya nahi..?Kya hum itne pyar mei hai..ki sirf dusron ki khushi ke baaren mei sochtey hai...?Ya itne selfish ke hum wo sab isliye kartey hai ki wo inssan bhi hume utna hi pyar de wapis ya humara ehsaanmand rahe....?

Kahin padha tha ki pyar ka matlab hai sacrifice...or sacrifice mei to sirf dena hota hai na...to hum uske badley kuch wapis pane ki soch ya ikcha kyun rakhtey hain...?Yani ye pyar nahi hai...agar nahi to fir ye kya hai ek sauda....?
Jab tak humey pyar hai...jab tak hum us insaan ke liye kuch kartey kartey thak nahi jatey...hum ussai pyar ka naam dete hai...Par achanak jab wo insaan hume chorhker chaley jata hai...ya kuch pareshaniyan ho jati hai...to jo chize ya sacrifice humne pyar mei kiye they wo hum ginne lag jatey hai...kyun...?..kyun hume lagta hai ki humne us insaan ke liye itna kuch kiya par usne badley mei kya diya,,,?Ek sawal hai man mein kya jab hum wo sab us insaan ke liye kar rahey they..to kya hum ye soch rahey they ki wo uske badley hume kuch de...ya fir jab us insaan ki wish puri hone ke baad us insaan ke cherey pe jo khushi aati thi hum us ke liye sab kar rahey they...?

Jab hum kisi se pyar kartey hai..to uski ek khushi ke liye kuch bhi kartey hai..kyunki pyar mei hum humesha samne wali ki khushi dekhtey hai..pyar kabhi selfish hona nahi sikhata...agar humne kisi ko dilo jaan se chaha or usne uske badley humarey liye kuch nahi kiya to koi baat nahi..ap pyar karna chahtey they apne kiya..ap uski khushi ke liye sab karna chahtey they apne kiya...to kabhi ye mat socho ki usne kya kiya...balki is bat par garv karo ki apne pyar ki har rasm ko nibhaya ..apne rishta achey se nibhaya pyar nibhaya...wo agar is baat ko nahi samjh paya to uski nasamjhi hai ..apne to ussie har khushi di na...or pyar kabhi nafrat mei nahi badlta..chahe wo insaan pass rahe ya door...uski khushi humesha mayne rakhti hai....uske paass apki di hui chize hai to socho kisi bahane hi sahi aap uske pass to hain..apne jisai pyar kiya aap uska khayal humesha rakhtey hai...or dukhi kyun hona....faisley aap hi ke they na...or apne faislon par rona nahi garv karna chaiye ki apne koshish to ki...or jab koshish karoge tab hi to kamyab bhi hoge na...
Pyar mei sacrifice bahot pyari chiz hai..usai karne ke baad is baat ka sukun rehta hai ki aapne pyar ko jiya...or sahi tarah se pyar nibhaya..raat ko sukun se so saktey hai...par agar is sacrifice ko ehsaan bana doge...to har chiz ka hissab mangne lagoge..or shayad hi kabhi sukun ki neend aayegi kyunki jab kisi pe humara karz hota hai t ussai pane ke liye hum din raat sochtey hai or karzdar se zyada hum pareshan ho jatey hai.....Arrey kar liya pyaar...de diya ussai jitna de saktey they...wo bhi kya yaad rakehnge ki koi bada dil wala mila tha ussai pyar karne ko.....Never stop loving someone..Stop thinking about ur sacrifices....Wo ishwar ya humarey mom dad kabhi nahi hisaab lagate jo bhi wo humarey liye karte hai..Kyunki wo humse pyar karte hai or unhe acha lagta hai hume khushiyan dene mei...Or hum unhi ka ek ansh hai...to humey bhi kuch aisa hi karna chaiye na....

Why people are so selfish?

Insaan ishwar ne kitni khoobsurat chiz banai hai....usme har wo ehsaas usne bhara hai jo ussai ishwar ka farishta banata hai.....usne hume yahan kuch ache kam karne ke liye bheja..is bejaan dharti par pyar karne bheja...or ek dusre ka sath dete hue jine ke liye bheja.....usne har wo ache ehsaas jo bhalai se hokar bhalai ke liye guzartey hai us rastey par chalne ke liye bheja... Par pata nahi kyun yahan aatey hi wo ishwar ka farishta sab bhool gaya....usne har us ehsaas ka tod nikal liya jo ussai khush kar sakta tha...pyar ko marne ke liye nafrat ko janm diya...sath ko hatane ke liye batwara caste status....dusro ki bhalai to door ki baat hai aj to apno ko hi musibat mei mar sakta hai ye farishta.....

Bharosa vishwas jo mazbooti hai inssaniyat ki,khatm hogayi hai....yahan koi kisi par bharosa nahi karta....or kare bhi kyun..jab karta hai bharos, to usai todne ke firak mei kai hath baithe hai chup ke....Mei ussi ishwar ki beti hun....shayad meine abhi is duniya ko utna nahi jana..shayad mere paas abhi utne dukh nahi aaye jiski wajah se log apni niyat apna zameer bech detey hai....mujh mei ab bhi us ishwar ki chavi basti hai...aaj bhi agar mei pooja na karun aankhen baand kar apne dil mei jhakti hi hun..kyunki mujhe pata hai mere dil mei ab bhi us ishwar ke ache karm bastey hain..aj bhi mein unhi raston pe chalti hun jiske liye usne hume yahan bheja hai....

Zindgi mein ache waqt ya bure waqt ko dekhne ke liye zyada zindgi jine ki zarurat nahi..or ye humse acha kon janta hai...aaj as pass ki hawa bht chubh rahi hai...aisa lag raha hai mein aise pinjre mei aaker fas gayi hun jahan sachai pyar insaaniyat koi nahi janta...koi bhi itna matlabi kaise ho sakta hai..kaise koi sirf apne baaren mei soch sakta hai...kya yahan kisi ko kisi ki parwah nahi...gairon se to kya shikayat aaj kal to apno se zyada kisi ne dhoka nahi diya... Is waqt aisa lag raha hai ki aagey sab andhera hai..nahi pata ki kya karna hai....ek baar to man kar raha hai ki apni achai chorh dun..or inhi ki tarah inhi se paish aaun..par kaise? mujhe aise sanskar nahi hai...mein aaj bhi inssan hun jo ehsaas karta hai...jo dusron ka bhi sochta hai....

Aaj jab mujhe samjh nahi aaraha ki kya karun...mei tootongi nahi,kyunki mujhe pata hai meine aaj tak kuch galat nahi kiya..or wo jo upar baitha hai ussai pata hai agar mei tooti to uska ek mandir toot jayega...mujhe pata hai wo mujhe kabhi himmat harne nahi dega...jo bhi hoga mei uska samna karungi..bina apni insaaniyat apne sanskar khoye...wese bhi bura waqt zyada der tak nahi rehne wala mujhe pata hai.. puri himmat hai issai ladne ke liye...kyunki mujhe pata hai mujh mein wo baat hai ki mei aise logon ko unki jagah dikha sakti hun jo khokhley ho chukey hain....or ek din mei zarur unhe unki jagah dikhaungi....Mera vada hai apne aap se.....Baki mujhe jinpar bharosa hai mujhe pata hai wo mere sath humesha hai...mere liye yehi bht hai mein mere dost or mere ishwar(mom dad)

God Bless Them who cannot bless anyone....

Nishant Chaturvedi...Big Boss

Jab mei pehli baar VOI mein aayi tab wahan ek hi chehra tha to jo mera bestfreind pehchanta tha wo tha Nishant chaturvedi ka chehra...Mein news channels se zara durr hi rehti thi jab tak is jagah nahi thi...Par ye hi ek chehra tha jisko dekh kar lagta tha ki han is insaan mei koi to baat zarur hai.... kai baar hum VOI aaye..tab Nishant hi aise shaks they jo humey motivate kartey they....hume sikhatey they....jab tak yahan aaye nahi they seniors ko lekar kafi sare sawal they par jab Nishant sir samne aatey they to lagta tha ki nahi ye log ache hai...Meine apne doston se inke baaren mei bahot suna ki ye bahot ache hain..bht support kartey hai...or meine inka kam karne ka tarika team ko chalane ka tarika dekha tha....Fir jab hum intern ke taur par yahan aaye to sabke departments baten ja rahe they...tab meine apne best frnd se kaha ki kitna acha hoga na ki agar mujhe Nishant sir as a mentor milen...And guess what wohi hua...

Inse kabhi itni baat to nahi hui...Par Han professionaly or news room mei as a person jitna jana wo kafi tha.....
Kai baar apko mentor diye jatey hai..kai baar ap khud apna mentor chuntey ho..or meine inhe chuna tha..kyunki is shaks mei wo har baat thi..jo mujhe sikhni thi...inki leadership quality sabse bemisal hai...inhe pata hai ki jo log tumharey under kam kar rahe hai wo tumharey sirf employees nahi tumhari team hai...or he is a best boss in my opinion...
Jab mein inki team mei gayi...thodi dari hui thi kyunki meine suna tha ye bahot kam karatey hai..or dhang se kam na karo to jhad bhi utne ache se hi lagatey hain...Par aisa kuch nahi hua..haan isme koi shak nahi ki ye kam thoda bhi karaye par inhe best chaiye hota tha...werna tum free ho jo chahey karo.....

Newsroom mein hasi mazak karna...logo ko pakad pakad kar apne jokes sunana...Jaise hi bhari si awaz sunayi dey(Fan of his Voice..mujhe Big Boss jaisi lagti hai..[;)]},News room mei halchal shuru ho jaye,or perfume ki zor dar khushbu aaye to samjh lo the Horror of the Department aagaye[:)]....bachpana lagta tha..par isi se wahan ka mahol kafi mushkilon mei hone ke bavjood khush rehta tha...office se zyada parivar ki tarah Niahant sir ne sabko rakha...humesha sabko sath lekar chaley..sabko jod kar rakha...
Aaj mujhe pata chala wo VOI chorh ker India Tv chaley gaye...Jo shayad sabke liye ek jhatka hai..han rumours to ud rahe they is baaren mei par aaj pakka bhi ho gaya..ab sab wohi kam kam ...ab Nishant's joke sunney ko nahi milengey...na hi ravan wali hasi sunney ko milegi....U r the Best Nishant sir...
We all gonaa miss u alot..........
And i miss ur JAT'S full form or mujhe jatni kehker chidhana....
Have a great life....

You dnt deserve Pain

zindgi kitni ajeeb hoti hai na...kabhi samjh hi nahi aati...aisa lagta hai ek bhoolbhulaiya mei fas gaye hain hum...jahan se rasta nazar nahi aa raha hai...bus ek mazil ki talash mei hum chaltey rehtey hai chaltey rehtey hai or tab tak chaltey hai jab tak hum thak nahi jatey....rastey ki is khoj mein hum kai morh par ruktey hain..kai logon se miltey hai...kuch thode waqt tak sath nibhata hai to koi beech rastey mei hi chorh jata hai....kabhi jissey us morh pe pyar ho jata hao wo aisa daga deta hai ki lagta hai aagey kuch nahi hai...aagey chalne ka man nahi karta...lagta hai ki kyun hua mere sath ye...kya bura kiya meine bus kisi humsafar par bharosa kiya...sirf sath chalne ko hi to kaha tha...phir kyun beech rastey mei wo mujhe loot kar chala gaya.....
Or Kabhi jissai humne thode waqt ka sath samjha tha..wo purai safar humare sath rehta hai..pura rasta har takleefon ke sath humare sath sehta hai...par kabhi samjh nahi aata ki kyun....Zindgi itni ulti sidhi kyun hai...kyun asani se nahi kat sakti...kyun ussai pyar karati hai jo humara nahi ho sakta...kyun ussi se milwati hai jo sirf humarey hissai mei dard chorh gaya...

Kyun uske sath aisa hua...uski galti kya thi..ki usne kisi se bht pyar kiya..itna ki shayad mein bhi sapne mei soch paun...to fir ussai wo pyar kyun nahi mila jiska wo hakdar hai....sirf pyar karne wala..jis se wo pyar karta hai uski har choti badi chizo ko apna samjhne wala..us inssan se judi har chiz se pyar karne wala..akhir aisi kon si galti kar gaya..ki usai wo dard mila jo ussai nahi milna chaiye tha...
Kya pyar ussai karna chaiye jo aapse pyar kare...par aisa nahi hota...werna shayad wo ladki bhi inse pyar kerti...kyunki pyar mei aisa kuch nahi jo isne na kiya ho..to kahin yehi to galti nahi hogayi issai...ki isne itna pyar kar liya ki wo dusro ke pyar ko bhool gaya...wo kisi ek inssan se itna pyar kar baitha ki baki duniya mei jo ussai pyar kartey hai wo unhe bhool gaya...pyar mei usne koi bhi galti ki ho..par uska maksad galat nahi tha..usne jissai pyar kiya uska sath dene ka faisla kiya...or uski issi sachai ki wajah se usne jo kuch bhi khoya tha..wo uske pass laut aaya...kyunki aaj wo us inssan se door hai jis se wo pyar karta tha...par har wo shaks jo ussai pyar karety hai wo ussai chorh kar kahin nahi ja saktey kyunki wo us se bahot pyar kartey hai...or wo inssan hai hi itna pyara ki ussai deserve har koi nahi kar sakta...isliye mujhe yakin hai us sache insaan ko koi sacha hi pa sakta hai...or ussai utna pyar zarur milega jitna uske dil mei hai.....

ussai koi itna dard kaise pahuncha sakta hai...us inssan ki itni himmat hui bhi kaise ki wo issai dard pahunchaye...kya ek baar bhi ussai ye khayal nahi aaya..ki yehi wo insaan hai jo jab bhi wo roti hai uske sath iske bhi aansu behtey hai..uski ek hasi ke liye ye kuch bhi kar sakta hai..uski chaht iske liye hukum hota hai..usne apna sab kuch chorh diya kyun wo pyar karta hai ussai....jab mei nahi dekh sakti issai pareshan iski ankhon mei ansun iske dard ko..to us se to ye pyar karta tha.. kya kya nahi kiya uske liye..to kya ussai zara si bhi takleef nahi hui aisa kartey waqt....iske dard ko dekh mere ankhon mei ansun aagaye..to kya uska dil nahi roya jab usne issai chot pahunchayi...wo kaise kar saktin hai aisa......kher..........................

Kehtey hai na jo duro ko bura nahi karta uska wo upar wala kabhi bura nahi karta..mujhe bharosa hai ki wo bhi khush rahega ek din bahot khush...tumhai strong banney ki zarurat nahi hai kyunki tum ho strong werna itna sab kuch sehne ke baad tum aaj tak achaiyan nahi kar rahe hotey...itna sab kuch ho jane ke baad bhi tumne kuch galat nahi kiya...is se pata chalta hai ki tum mei kitni himmat hai...apne baaren mei kabhi ye mat sochna ki mei kitna acha to karta hun fir kyun log mujhe samjh nahi patey....koi zarurat nahi hai kisi ko samjhane ki..is duniya mei aisa koi bacha hi nahi jo apne siwa kisi or ko samjhe tumhari tarah har koi nahi hota...tum bahot alag ho...sahi waqt pe tumne sahi faisla liya tha or mujhe pura bharosa hai tum par tum sahi faisla hi loge humesha...or mei humesha tumharey sath hun tumhare har faisley mei..kyunki kisi ko ho na ho mujhe tum par pura bharosa hai...tum kuch galat nahi kar saktey...tumne bhale hi kuch galtiyan ki ho ...par tumne pyar kiya tha...or pyar mei kuch sahi ya galat nahi hota...tumhe har chizon ka ehsaas hua...or us se bada kuch nahi...humesha khush raho tum...kyunki tum ussi ke hakdar ho....Zindgi mei ussai humsafar banao jo tumse bhi pyar karta ho...kahin aisa na ho ki zindgi ke safar mei sirf tum hi pyar kartey reh jao....

EYES can never lie

Human have different face in different situations and life.....every person in this earth playing diiferent kinds of roles in there daily life...you are different in your office ..you are different in your personal life...with every person you behave differently....you alwayz wear two faces.......Some people wear this faces for hiding the truth....If he is sad he try to look happy in front of others so no one can catch it.....Some people do this coz they dont want to make others to be sad ...some people do this because they hate to share....some to make others fool.....

Every face can lie......but eyez can't tell lie...whenever you are talking to people just look at their eyes...eyes will tell you the truth...some times you cheated by face but eyes can tell you about the nature, about the intension of the other person....Just imagine if some one is thinking and there is a signal board on his head..whatever he is thinking or he is saying lie or truth would flash on that board then no one can cheat anyone....fine we dont have such thing but we have eyes which is our signle board....
Itz my habit whenever sumone is talking to me i looked at his eyes..coz that tells me is he really mean that...and whenever my closedones trying to be happy and ther eyes are sad i got them...

A personal example of ma stupid freind....He think that if he smiled alot do fun alot..everyone will think that he is the most happiest person on the earth..and he is a very strong person...but he dont knw there is a eye which is watching him all the time...and gazing at his eyes...and can caught his lie....because his eyes is so honest, it shows purity of his soul.....his eyes are so cute...his eyes says that there is cute child inside of his heart....he still have that innocent expression in his cute eyes...itz shows that he cannot cheat anyone in his life...itz shows that he tired but still there is some hope...there is a pain of dream which has been broken up..but still there is a guts ,there is a confident in his eyes to fight with them...Well every eyes has some story just read it....
So if ur eye can tell lie beleive me you will be the most powerful lier in this world and no one can caught you...but if you do so....belevie me one day your eyes will cheat you also..and you never know when it showing your feeling and secret to others.....

Dont wanna love again

My heart had once been broken in two
I look back and I think
how could I have thought his love was true?
How could I have allowed myself to be used,
allowed him to make me feel so much pain,
become afraid to love again...?

I was afraid to fall in love again
after I was in love with you
the fright of living once again
the way I lived with you
All the pain you put me through
you treated me like
I was nothing to you
I was afraid to fall in love again
It was like a game i could not win
but finally I believe I found true love at last(self love)
and thats whats helping me
to forget the past...

Is It Bad To Be Good

From our childhood our elders told us that son do this good thing...Dont do this, it is bad thing....Respect elder ones,love all of them,do charity,dont get angry,learn to forgive,do prayers....If you do all this things you will be a great person...you will get the grace of god..and god give you the best thing in life.... But is it really a truth..?If yes than why the hell good people suffer alot...?Why only good people give the test of god..?Why only they lost there loved things...?Why they cry..?Is that magical almighty love to tease their good angels...?Is it bad to be a good person..?

Whene ever i saw the people who do the things just for their satisfaction,who are selfish,who hurt others get success in life..get whatever they want..Feel like that may be God also love them..that is why he is making them the luckiest person....From my childhood i saw in real life that who are good..God call them early up there...But why this world needs the good people so why god dont punish the bad ones.... I saw people who never done anything wrong in life..who do not have any bad habits..who alwayz help others...who alwayz makes others happy...suffer alot in life....If this is a test of that God so why dont he understand that itz enough..his son dont want to suffer anymore..his son is tired by giving test..He wants to be happy..and start his life with newly good things....God gives tough time to make us strong...but why dont he understand that it hurts us alot..somtimes it break our confidence from ourself from our destiny...

When i was thinking all things and thinking about the people who suffered..I thuoght that no itz not the truth..That Almighty knows what he is doing..He is like our parent who never want our bad future....In his balance sheet all the Debit and credit of the person work's is counting and recording by him...Happiness from the bad things is for only short term and he give the bad punishment for it at the last....He alwayz show us the hint that it is bad for us or good..But sumtimes in hurry or in mood we never understand that hint and take our decision..and if that decision goes wrong we ask why me god why me...Even that Almighty tried to stop you.... But sometimes that god never stop us beacuase he want us to get the experience so that we can survive in long life....He gives us tears...but when he clean our tears he give us alot of happiness that we never imagine...but we understand his strategy at the end..when we got the best...But ya itz true that for a moment in which we are suffering it hurts alot..But we should never loose hope..

I heard somewhere that the things which are happening to us in this present life are the shadow of the past life...If we have done somthing very wrong in past life we have to suufer for it in present life...The person we are meeting have some relation with our past life...But after punishment we also get the forgiveness of that God...Well i do beleive in past lifes so But i dont know about it so I surrendered my life to that god beacuase i know he knows everything and he will do whatever is best for me with my effort...
That Almighty has big power...And he alwayz want us to be happy with the things we deserve..But If you are not getting it Just wait Almighty is sending a Angel for you the only thing you have to do is Be Patient

Does Barriers Matter In Relationship ?

What is a Relationship..?A relationship is a beautiful bond that connects two people for lifetime- in pleasure and pain, in success and failures. A strong and healthy relationship assures you that you are not alone. Beautiful relationship gives you new life. You have many relationships-parental, sibling, friends, professional and love relation. Each and every relationship has its positives and negatives ...

Strong and healthy relationships make your house a sweet home. It’s a place where relations and emotions find most expressions. A home becomes a happy home when all the members under one roof have pleasant and warm relationship with each other and share their feelings without any hesitation. Such beautiful relationships create never-ending love and affection.

It is about love,caring,understanding.bonding between two people....We never consider the age limits for making any sensible relationship..But why when it is about love relationship,marriage some stupid points of society which they called right comes between it..I mean you are in relationship beacuase you feel comfortable with that person,you love and do care about him or heru....While making other relationship we never thought about age but why in love realtionship it interfere...when we become mature we made relationship..and i think every mature person have sense that who is better or not....They are committing for the whole life..so they have to see their compability not the age or status....U have to live with that person not with his age...sumtimes you find right partner which is older or younger than you....sumtimes the partner of your age never understand you..... I don't think there's a set age difference - it varies through life. If a seventy year old and a fifty five year old are going to attract a lot less negative attention than a 16 year old and a 31 year old, but the age difference is the same.

Love fills your life with happiness, gives you strength and grows beyond you. Successful relationship grows between two people who really like each other.The warm words of encouragement and support build trust and respect. Say openly and honestly exactly what you think and feel.In here age doesnt have any work....So Age does matter in a relationship, only if you allow it to...

So dont bound the relationship in some barriers...Enjoy every bite of it......

For U Khadus

One day i went to a world
A very big world with strange faces
I was lill afraid
What m gonna do here...
Am i in the rite place..
When i was thinking this..
A khadus face came in front of me...
I flattered..
I dont knw why sumthing was attracting me
He was so khadus so why i was thinking of him
We alwayz met for a sec as i was new
We alwayz talked only hello, how are you
When i looked him..sumthing was calling me
I dont knw why but felt i like he needs me
God was doing sumthing
everyting was mysterious and traped
Well i took the first step

We talked we walked
Then i understand...
He is not khadus..He is a sweetheart
He alwayz loves them
Before and after he apart
When ever he is around me..
I alwayz get the warm
I am his fan as he has that charm
I wanna fight with him..
I wanna hug him..
because he is so cute
So how can i ignore him
Alwayz want him to smile..
Becuase this what i like
He deserve the best in life
That is why god made him cry
Beacuase when he get the best..
He will know he is the luckiest man
and that tears which he waste
Is only beacuase that was a God test
So khadus dont feel alone
I am alwayz with you till the end
I knw i am stupid
but i can be your best freind...

Why i loved you so much...?

You were my heart...
You were my soul..
You are the one I loved the most....
My days were wonderful
When i talked to you
My dreams were scary
When i fought with you
When i saw you first..
Felt like i should be in your life
When i was with you
Felt like i should make you smile
When i walked with you
Felt like i alwayz wanted to be your stone of mile
I was in love with you...

But i know you never loved me..
I know i was your need...
I am just your doll
Which you cant share it with all
But this doll has heart...
Which u broke up without any cost...
I shut my mouth my eyes for us
But every sky has limit which is lost
I accepted that i made a mistake
but god is in me...
I am not the God..
But you never forgive me
even i did it many times
I always maintain the dignity of a relationship
But you never trust me
Your Ego was more important not me...
I was with you in your sad....
But i was alone when i am dipressed
I leave all the things in my life just coz of you
But you said gudbye and thank you
This time i will take the decision
It was easy for u to leave me
I alwayz thought about you
Now i will think about me...
Its high time to realised that
You only love yourself...
From now so do i
You will be more happy apart from me..
but i still love you....
That is because you are in me....

WHAT IS LOVE ?

Pyar kya hai....?ye ek sawal hai jo shayad hi aaj tak koi samjh paya hai ya shabdon mei bata paya hai....har ehsaas chahe wo dard ho,gussa ho,khushi ho hum kitni asani se samjha patey inhe..par jab pyar ki baat aati hai to kyun har kisi ka zawab alag hota hai......




Pyar to hum har us inssan se kartey hain jo humare liye zara sa bhi mayne rakhta hai...fir kyun ek us alag insaan ki zarurat hoti hai jissai hum apne dil ki har baat keh sake...jab puri duniya humarey khilaf ho to koi kahin aisa ho jo humarey sath khada ho...jab duniya ki bhag daud mein sharir thakne lagey to koi pyar se humey sehlay...mujhse pehley meri har baat samajh jaye...duniya na sahi par wo mujhpar pura bharosa karey...kya aise ek inssan se hume wo pyar hota hai... ?

Agar haan to kya ye pyar sirf ek baar hota hai...?kya kisi ki taraf khichna pyar hota hai..? Nahi...mujhe to aisa nahi lagta...pyar koi waqt mein bandha hua nahi hai jo sirf ek baar hi ho ya 100 baar...ye bus ho jata hai....tum kabhi pyar ke baaren mei faisla nahi suna saktey ki ek baar hua dubara nahi hoga....or kai wajah hoti hai iski...kai baar insaan ko pyar hota hai..par shayad wo sahi sathi nahi chun pata..or rishta kuch waqt ke baad toot jata hai....

pyar har kisi ke zindgi mei likha hai...isliye jab tak ussai wo sacha sathi nahi mil jata wo upar wala ussai is ehsaas ke khel se nikalne nahi deta........kisi ki taraf khichna us pyar ki taraf chota sa kadam hota hai..or jab tum us insaan ko janne lagtey ho to tumhe pyar hone lagta hai.....

par pyar sirf ek ehsaas se bana hua nahi hai..ek dusre ko samjhna..izzat karna..bharosa karna is pyar ke aise pillar hai jo ussai mazboot banaye rakhtey hai..werna chhat girne mei waqt nahi lagta..............Pyar ko bandh ke nahi rakha ja sakta werna dum ghutne lagta hai isme....pyar kabhi kisi ka bura karna nahi sikhata ..jab pyar hota hai to insaan har us chiz se pyaar karta hai jo uske pyar ke beech ya sath hai....par Agar pyar karo to khul kar karo...par agar kisi mod par us pyar mei dum ghutne lagey to wahan se bahar nikal jao...kyunki zabardasti koi kisi se pyar nahi kar sakta or na hi kisi ka ban sakta hai....

Pyar ko samjhne se acha hai issai mehsoos karo or bus pyar karo..galat sahi kuch nahi hota....pyar pyar hota hai..or iska ehsaas jab tak hai ye bahot acha lagta hai....

Happy to find him.

Meri zindgi ke naye safar me mein ek inssan se mili...wo bahot alag tha sabse....sabki tarah ussai chotti chotii baton par rona nahi aata...wo zindgi ko bojh nahi tohfa manta hai...wo har pareshani ko haske sehna janta hai....dikhne mei bahot mazboot hai wo..andar se utna hi naram...apne ehssaas ko chupata hai sabse...ussai ek anjana dar rehta hai....dikhata to hai ki kitna khush hai wo or kitni himmat se apni zindgi jeeta hai....par phir bhi sotey waqt humesha akela hi mehsoos kerta hai....

wo bahot samjhdar hai par bache ki tarah pyara or pagal bhi hai...mein usai khadus bulati hun.....par sachi wo bilkul bhi khadus nahi hai....bus ussai pareshan karna acha lagta hai...bhagvan ko bahot manta hai..apne oldies se pyar bahot karta hai...sach kahun to wo sabse hi pyar karta hai...lagta hai jaise wo kahin se pyar ki goliyan khaker aata hai....

mein apni zindgi mei kai logon se mili hun..sab mei kuch achai to kuch kamiyan zarur thi...par jab mei is se mili to laga kya sach mei itna pyara itna acha inssan hai is duniya mei....usme kuch burai nahi....koi buri adat nahi.....usne apni zindgi mei bht kuch dekha hai....har mushkil faisla liya hai..uske bavjood wo inssan toota nahi..or na hi kisi ka bura kiya...uske sath bura hone ke bavjood wo sabka acha hi karta hai.....uska bus chaley to wo kisi ka bura na hone de.....

Aaj mujhe samjh nahi aaya ki mei kis baaren mei likhun....par aj man kiya ki us insaan ke baaren mei likhun jisne meri zindgi mei apni ek mazboot jagah banai hai apni achaiyon ki wajah se....wo itne ache hain ki mujhe pure shabd nahi mil rahe unko bayan karne ke liye....kash mei ye mein ussai bata pati ki tum bahot ache ho..tumhari jo burai karta hai wo sirf isliye kyunki tumhara samna karne ki unme himmat nahi....werna sach to wo bhi jantey ki tum kya ho...tumhari izzat karti hun bahot....meiz zyada nahi likhna chahti werna wo chane ke jhad par chad jayega......bus mujhe yakin nahi hota ki wo inssan meri zindgi mei hai...uske sath sab acha lagta hai...uljhane suljh jati hai..faisla lena asan ho jata hai.... or mei chahti hun wo humesha mere sath rahe......

Love Urself...

What it means to love yourself. Self love is not about being arrogant, selfish, self-centered or egotistical. It is not about comparing yourself to others to determine if you are good enough. It is not about always putting yourself first. It is not about always getting your way. It is not about always winning...

To love yourself is to love ur existence. It is to accept yourself as you are ... It is about knowing your values and your boundaries and proud respect them. It is about teaching others how to treat you by showing them how you treat yourself. It is about being kind to yourself. It is about looking after your mind, your body and your spirit . It is about knowing you are worth it, not because of what you have achieved or what you look like or what others think of you, but because love is your birth right no matter what.

you cannot give something that you do not possess yet so many people desperately love others without having or giving love to themselves.... It is little wonder that in time their reserves of love are exhausted and their relationships falter..To give love you must first have love. To have love, love yourself......Only then will you be able to truly love others for the pure joy of loving them........................

One of my freind said that if you cannot love yourself you cannot love others...If you cannot make yourself happy how can you make others happy..........and he is right.....A big man said first you love yourself lady...you are more important to yourself...to love yourself doest mean of being selfish.....

Loving yourself is a win-win for all. It provides you an inner happiness, confidence and peace of mind ....It enables you to make right choices and the best decisions in all areas of your life from your personnal relationships to your professionals....

So First you love yourself...world will love you..and you can proud to be yourself.........

Love or Destiny

Is duniya mei har tarah ke log hain..par sab se mil pana asan nahi hota....par kismat ek aisi chiz hai jo har chiz ko tod sakti hai..or do alag alag insaan ko ek jagah lakar milwa sakti hai.......Kitna ajjeb hota hai na do inssan jo ek dusre se kabhi nahi miley or shayad kabhi socha bhi nahi hoga ki wo milenge...aakhir kar ek din miltey hai...bahot ache dost bhi ban jatey hai..jabki ho sakta hai kuch pal pehley wo inssan uske pass se hi guzra ho or usne dhyan bhi na diya ho or aaj wo sath hai....hum kisi ki taraf apne aap khichtey chaley jate hai bina ye jane ki akhir aisa kyun ho raha hai...kyun uski har baat achi lagti hai..kyun uska sath acha lagta hai....tab lagta hai ki kismat shayad hume milana chahti thi....or hum khush hotey hai ki humari kismat kitni achi hai ki wo jisse hum chahtey hai humarey sath hai..........

phir ek din sab alag sa ho jata hai..........jis inssan ko humne chaha itna samjha....kismat ka taufa mana...ek dum badal hua nazar aata hai...kya ye bhi kismat ka hi koi khel hai ki wo pehley hume milaye wo sare sapne dikhaye jisse badhkar kuch nahi lagta ..or jab hum un sapno mei kho jaye to wo ek din aisa sach dikhaye ki hume ye bhi yakin na ho ki kya ye mein hun,,,ye meri zindgi hai ye wo hi inssan hai jo mere liye sab kuch tha....or sab bikhar jata hai....agar kismat ko hume us inssaan se dur hi karna hota hai jisse hum ab apna man chukey hai to milati kyun hai....

Jab tak hum in sab chizon se ladh rahey hotey hai ki mere sath hi aisa kyun....achanak fir koi anjan zindgi mei aata hai...or fir wahi sab hone lagta hai or hum kehtey hai ki chalo ek or muka detey hai kismat ko shayad is baar wo daga na kare.....phir bhi din ke akhri mei ek hi sawal reh jata hai ki kya sach mei kismat hoti hai......Agar han to kya wo sab kuch khud tey karti hai ki humare liye kon hai is duniya mei or kon nahi..kya hum sach much kismat ke hathon ki kathputli hai..ya fir ristey banna bigadna humari samjh ke upar hai..........kher ye sawal kabhi kuch to kabhi kuch lagtey hai...issai samjhne se acha hai jo aaraha hai zindgi mei ussai ane do..or jana chahta hai ussai jane do.....akhri mei wohi milta hai jiske hum hakdar hai.............