Dont wanna love again

My heart had once been broken in two
I look back and I think
how could I have thought his love was true?
How could I have allowed myself to be used,
allowed him to make me feel so much pain,
become afraid to love again...?

I was afraid to fall in love again
after I was in love with you
the fright of living once again
the way I lived with you
All the pain you put me through
you treated me like
I was nothing to you
I was afraid to fall in love again
It was like a game i could not win
but finally I believe I found true love at last(self love)
and thats whats helping me
to forget the past...

Is It Bad To Be Good

From our childhood our elders told us that son do this good thing...Dont do this, it is bad thing....Respect elder ones,love all of them,do charity,dont get angry,learn to forgive,do prayers....If you do all this things you will be a great person...you will get the grace of god..and god give you the best thing in life.... But is it really a truth..?If yes than why the hell good people suffer alot...?Why only good people give the test of god..?Why only they lost there loved things...?Why they cry..?Is that magical almighty love to tease their good angels...?Is it bad to be a good person..?

Whene ever i saw the people who do the things just for their satisfaction,who are selfish,who hurt others get success in life..get whatever they want..Feel like that may be God also love them..that is why he is making them the luckiest person....From my childhood i saw in real life that who are good..God call them early up there...But why this world needs the good people so why god dont punish the bad ones.... I saw people who never done anything wrong in life..who do not have any bad habits..who alwayz help others...who alwayz makes others happy...suffer alot in life....If this is a test of that God so why dont he understand that itz enough..his son dont want to suffer anymore..his son is tired by giving test..He wants to be happy..and start his life with newly good things....God gives tough time to make us strong...but why dont he understand that it hurts us alot..somtimes it break our confidence from ourself from our destiny...

When i was thinking all things and thinking about the people who suffered..I thuoght that no itz not the truth..That Almighty knows what he is doing..He is like our parent who never want our bad future....In his balance sheet all the Debit and credit of the person work's is counting and recording by him...Happiness from the bad things is for only short term and he give the bad punishment for it at the last....He alwayz show us the hint that it is bad for us or good..But sumtimes in hurry or in mood we never understand that hint and take our decision..and if that decision goes wrong we ask why me god why me...Even that Almighty tried to stop you.... But sometimes that god never stop us beacuase he want us to get the experience so that we can survive in long life....He gives us tears...but when he clean our tears he give us alot of happiness that we never imagine...but we understand his strategy at the end..when we got the best...But ya itz true that for a moment in which we are suffering it hurts alot..But we should never loose hope..

I heard somewhere that the things which are happening to us in this present life are the shadow of the past life...If we have done somthing very wrong in past life we have to suufer for it in present life...The person we are meeting have some relation with our past life...But after punishment we also get the forgiveness of that God...Well i do beleive in past lifes so But i dont know about it so I surrendered my life to that god beacuase i know he knows everything and he will do whatever is best for me with my effort...
That Almighty has big power...And he alwayz want us to be happy with the things we deserve..But If you are not getting it Just wait Almighty is sending a Angel for you the only thing you have to do is Be Patient

Does Barriers Matter In Relationship ?

What is a Relationship..?A relationship is a beautiful bond that connects two people for lifetime- in pleasure and pain, in success and failures. A strong and healthy relationship assures you that you are not alone. Beautiful relationship gives you new life. You have many relationships-parental, sibling, friends, professional and love relation. Each and every relationship has its positives and negatives ...

Strong and healthy relationships make your house a sweet home. It’s a place where relations and emotions find most expressions. A home becomes a happy home when all the members under one roof have pleasant and warm relationship with each other and share their feelings without any hesitation. Such beautiful relationships create never-ending love and affection.

It is about love,caring,understanding.bonding between two people....We never consider the age limits for making any sensible relationship..But why when it is about love relationship,marriage some stupid points of society which they called right comes between it..I mean you are in relationship beacuase you feel comfortable with that person,you love and do care about him or heru....While making other relationship we never thought about age but why in love realtionship it interfere...when we become mature we made relationship..and i think every mature person have sense that who is better or not....They are committing for the whole life..so they have to see their compability not the age or status....U have to live with that person not with his age...sumtimes you find right partner which is older or younger than you....sumtimes the partner of your age never understand you..... I don't think there's a set age difference - it varies through life. If a seventy year old and a fifty five year old are going to attract a lot less negative attention than a 16 year old and a 31 year old, but the age difference is the same.

Love fills your life with happiness, gives you strength and grows beyond you. Successful relationship grows between two people who really like each other.The warm words of encouragement and support build trust and respect. Say openly and honestly exactly what you think and feel.In here age doesnt have any work....So Age does matter in a relationship, only if you allow it to...

So dont bound the relationship in some barriers...Enjoy every bite of it......

For U Khadus

One day i went to a world
A very big world with strange faces
I was lill afraid
What m gonna do here...
Am i in the rite place..
When i was thinking this..
A khadus face came in front of me...
I flattered..
I dont knw why sumthing was attracting me
He was so khadus so why i was thinking of him
We alwayz met for a sec as i was new
We alwayz talked only hello, how are you
When i looked him..sumthing was calling me
I dont knw why but felt i like he needs me
God was doing sumthing
everyting was mysterious and traped
Well i took the first step

We talked we walked
Then i understand...
He is not khadus..He is a sweetheart
He alwayz loves them
Before and after he apart
When ever he is around me..
I alwayz get the warm
I am his fan as he has that charm
I wanna fight with him..
I wanna hug him..
because he is so cute
So how can i ignore him
Alwayz want him to smile..
Becuase this what i like
He deserve the best in life
That is why god made him cry
Beacuase when he get the best..
He will know he is the luckiest man
and that tears which he waste
Is only beacuase that was a God test
So khadus dont feel alone
I am alwayz with you till the end
I knw i am stupid
but i can be your best freind...