Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Happy to find him.

Meri zindgi ke naye safar me mein ek inssan se mili...wo bahot alag tha sabse....sabki tarah ussai chotti chotii baton par rona nahi aata...wo zindgi ko bojh nahi tohfa manta hai...wo har pareshani ko haske sehna janta hai....dikhne mei bahot mazboot hai wo..andar se utna hi naram...apne ehssaas ko chupata hai sabse...ussai ek anjana dar rehta hai....dikhata to hai ki kitna khush hai wo or kitni himmat se apni zindgi jeeta hai....par phir bhi sotey waqt humesha akela hi mehsoos kerta hai....


wo bahot samjhdar hai par bache ki tarah pyara or pagal bhi hai...mein usai khadus bulati hun.....par sachi wo bilkul bhi khadus nahi hai....bus ussai pareshan karna acha lagta hai...bhagvan ko bahot manta hai..apne oldies se pyar bahot karta hai...sach kahun to wo sabse hi pyar karta hai...lagta hai jaise wo kahin se pyar ki goliyan khaker aata hai....

mein apni zindgi mei kai logon se mili hun..sab mei kuch achai to kuch kamiyan zarur thi...par jab mei is se mili to laga kya sach mei itna pyara itna acha inssan hai is duniya mei....usme kuch burai nahi....koi buri adat nahi.....usne apni zindgi mei bht kuch dekha hai....har mushkil faisla liya hai..uske bavjood wo inssan toota nahi..or na hi kisi ka bura kiya...uske sath bura hone ke bavjood wo sabka acha hi karta hai.....uska bus chaley to wo kisi ka bura na hone de.....




Aaj mujhe samjh nahi aaya ki mei kis baaren mei likhun....par aj man kiya ki us insaan ke baaren mei likhun jisne meri zindgi mei apni ek mazboot jagah banai hai apni achaiyon ki wajah se....wo itne ache hain ki mujhe pure shabd nahi mil rahe unko bayan karne ke liye....kash mei ye mein ussai bata pati ki tum bahot ache ho..tumhari jo burai karta hai wo sirf isliye kyunki tumhara samna karne ki unme himmat nahi....werna sach to wo bhi jantey ki tum kya ho...tumhari izzat karti hun bahot....meiz zyada nahi likhna chahti werna wo chane ke jhad par chad jayega......bus mujhe yakin nahi hota ki wo inssan meri zindgi mei hai...uske sath sab acha lagta hai...uljhane suljh jati hai..faisla lena asan ho jata hai.... or mei chahti hun wo humesha mere sath rahe......

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